3rd

Webanomics

It let me get really close. Then I looked away for a minutes and it crawled on my hand. It just sat there for a second and I lead it back to the web. I figured I wouldn't freak out since it was letting me photograph its work. It was an unspoken trust I guess....

L.I.S

Patience

I gotta have patience.

3:00 AM

Life is so fucking weird. I can't even begin to explain why I say that but man, what a weird weird life.

Stability is the word of the week. Stability. Let's see if I can get something going.

Je ne veux pas votre aide

I need to really clean my life up. Everything so is scattered right now and I'm lacking focus. I haven't took a photograph in almost two weeks and I promised myself that I would start snapping more and more photos. So this weekend, I am off. Leaving town and I hope to come back with a lot of photos to share.

My sleeping still isn't there. I went to the doctor this past Monday and I have another appointment next Monday. I am hoping that something will come out of these appointments. If not, I don't know what my next steps are going to be.

Work is really picking up and I will be working loads of overtime from here and until Christmas. I guess that is good though, keeping the mind occupied. It also means less time to hang out with friends and do things.

The days are already getting shorter and I have a feeling it's going to be a cold ass winter. Last night was the first night I actually slept in my bed. The past two months, I have just rested on top of it with a small blanket to cover me. But last night I actually got under the covers. It was blank and empty but I needed the warmth. Though, to think of it, It wasn't actually that cold out last night.

Any ways, my reading has slowed down as well. I need to pick that up again. It was one of the only things in my life that wasn't chaotic.

OK, that's enough whining.

My Crutch

Tomorrow is a new day.